"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
- Woody Allen

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside of you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no difference from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life, and you give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostage. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." - from the book THE SANDMAN: THE KINDLY ONES by NEIL GAIMAN

We don't even talk, I feel like I don't even know you anymore.
If I told you that I don't like you anymore, would you believe me?
If I told you that I don't like you anymore, would you talk to me again?

Dear God, I prayed to you before and I am praying to you again.

Please take good care of Junsu, Yoochun and Jaejoong. Even though they did what they did with the knowledge of the consequences of their actions, I think that they have been through a lot - too much, in fact. It is hurting them, hurting everybody around them, hurting their fans.

It doesn't matter if we fans hurt, but we don't want to see them breaking down halfway through a concert, much less a thanksgiving concert.

Please God, don't be so hard on them, because it's not only them hurting, many people around the world are hurting too.

Thank you.

Amen.

they call me lenglui in Macau heehee people who know cantonese (esp. malaysians) should know what it means right hahaha.

they don't ban smoking in macau i hate it but they have really good food like egg tarts mmm yummy i bought a box home haha.

i dreamt of khun on the third night! heeeeeee :)

and uhm we went over to zhuhai in china and bought many many things i bought IRIS DVD and Ninja Assassin DVD and Dream Concert 2010 Live DVD (!!!) but I don't know whether can watch HAHA. damn cheap okayyyyy the ninja assassin dvd only RMB 6 which is like SGD 1.2 only~!

and the zhuhai bookshop is fucking awesome they have like fandom stuff and fan magazines and all that nonsense I bought a TVXQ fanfic book for RMB 18 (Y)

if only I was, like, staying in macau...?
ew no, I'd get lung cancer.

I ♥ Fanfiction

Just because :)

Dear God, please help me

tell me why i'm still here
tell me why i'm still waiting for you
even after you told me that sorry, you only liked me as a friend?

you say that you know it hurts
you say that you know it's hard
but do you know that you hurt me even more by making me feel invisible?

"We don’t talk anymore & I can’t understand why. Its like you gave me wings & then told me it’s illegal to fly."
- Sillygirl, Board of Wisdom

should be studying T.T

tired.sunburnt.
i love 3e1 2010 ♥

sorry interact club we weren't able to clinch a position.
i'm proud of anabel heehee thank you for running so fast. love you.

i am sunburnt.
was under the sun for at least 4 hours.

and i made new friends.
happy.

but towards the end i felt like crying because someone was mean to me.

congratulations 4x400m relay runners Pamela Rachel Jamie Cassie.

♥