I'm selling AADBSK 3, First Press Edition with 60 page photobook! I don't have the poster, though.
It's going for $70, which is the price I bought it for.
All DVDs played once, no dents on the casing or whatsoever.
Details about AADBSK 3 are all here at Yesasia, though you guys probably know it by now.

I really don't want to sell it but I have to because I'm broke now and I want the Tohoshinki 2010 Bigeast Desktop Weekly Calendar (I'm not sure what's the exact name, but those are the keywords)! Anyone knows where I can get it?


cross posted at kpopmerch_sg

OH MY GOSH I WANT THE BIGEAST 2010 WEEKLY DESKTOP CALENDAR ARGH IT'S SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE ANYONE WANTS TO BUY IT FOR ME?

Would my postcard have reached AVEX yet?





A certain Tweep said that I write Hangeul prettily 8D
And as you can clearly see, there wasn't enough space to write the address ):

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Oh poor Taec lmao.
Period blood! + Pubes some more!
And she took a picture of her pad like ergh what's wrong with her.
I wonder what was Taec's reaction xD

How did the journalists get the news, anyway? Did Taec take a picture of the note and send it to the journalists?

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Ordered Macs online.
They said it would arrive in an hour ):

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I love my new userpic.
I don't have a single Yunjae userpic now.
I feel so bad~
Now I have Jaejoong, OT5, Jae/Joo, Jaesuchun, Jaechun, Chun, Ga-in, Krystal, Bom and LEADJA BB 8D

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
Pablo Neruda



I am sorry that I can't be there for you;
But I love you.

You know that, right?

I would like to thank God for:

• letting me find out about TVXQ!, and various other korean groups.
• allowing me to keep my faith to TVXQ! ever since I found out about them. Through my fandom, I was able to make many friends around the world. I was also able to find out what it was like to be able to get together and chat with people whom shared the same interests as I did. Initially, we were only able to talk about our favourite idol groups. But as time passed, we began to show concern and care for each other. For someone like me, who speaks better with people online, I felt that I could trust these friends. Therefore, when I had something to say, I looked to them, and not once did they ignore me. For that, I am thankful.
• allowing me to know more aout my peers. This way, I became really close to some of them. They are the people whom I turn to whenever I have problems. I feel that they will always be there for me no matter what. I am therefore thankful for being able to befriend these people.
• encouraging me when I felt like giving up. Several times throughout the year, especially towards the final year examinations, I felt so tired of studying. I felt lost. What am I studying for? What am I poring over textbooks? Who will commend me when I do well for my examinations? And then, you pulled me back on my feet. You made me realize that I was not studying for the sake of others. I was studying for myself. I did not need to receive any commendation when I did well, for I was studying for myself. If I studied enough, I would be able to do well. True enough, when my results came back to me, I felt satisfied. I might not be the best there is, but I was able to live up to my own expectations. Thank you.
• keeping me safe from any major illnesses. I am truly thankful.
• letting me fail my piano practical examination in September. While it was true that I initially blamed you for my failure, I came to realize that I could only blame myself for not obtaining a passing grade for my examination. This incident taught me that I could only rely on the hard work and effort that I put into my practices, and that I could not sit back and wait for miracles to happen. Thank you for making me realize that.
• [I just had to, as a fan] keeping TVXQ! safe from any life-threatening illnesses. I hope you will continue doing the same, thank you.
• allowing me to be happy. I am grateful for everything that has happened this year. Thank you.

Had Interact yesterday, horror movie + games + pizza.
I got less than 4 hours of sleep last night because of the darn horror movie omg Toshio T_T

Talking about Toshio,
I just saw the Ceci magazine shoot and OMG MY WOOYOUNG IS SO SKINNY NOW HE LOST WEIGHT D;
no more cheeks for me to pinch
He'd better eat more ):
and he's so slim too! like, his torso.
Feel like hugging him 8D

Looking for a translator add-on now for Firefox because I want to translate DNBN!
btw, I dreamt last night that someone texted me saying 'dnbn is trending now!'
Like, whut -_-

I bought Teens magazine because there was BEG poster~!
I ♥ GaIn
She is so pretty! But there wasn't any picture of her smiling in the magazine.
There was a review of BEAST IS THE B2ST, though.
3.5/5
That's an A xD


& I'll be taking these subjects next year -
English, Higher Chinese Language, Elementary Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Pure Biology, Pure Chemistry, Combined Humanities (Social Studies/Geography Elective), Economics!

ECONOMICS!
homg Economics!
So excited ^^

ECP today! Class gathering~

Met up with Amanda Ho at Parkway, then we walked to ECP.
So tired! We went to Macs to meet the others, then sat there for a long time because there was air-con.
We saw police, on the way to the BBQ pit.
BBQ pit 38, super far from Macs.

I cannot remember exactly what we did, but I know that Amanda Ho and I cycled. The two-people bike.
Because I don't know how to cycle -.-
Cycled a lot! Until my thighs were aching.
For like 1 hour, then we returned it at 6pm.
Tried to cycle with Jessica, but we both couldn't cycle and gave up xD
Kept singing Heartbeat while cycling.

Yiliang and I went onto the beach in the early afternoon, then we walked to the rocks and then when it started raining we ran back. Looked like we were filming an MV :D Then it started raining heavily, and we walked to Macs again to fetch her friend. Got all wet and dirty. Then we walked back. Spent about 45 minutes walking to and from Macs.

It kept raining ):
And I got really really wet and dirty, and my sneakers and socks were so wet, I had Rachel, Tiara and Elizabeth walk to the bike shop and buy a pair of slippers for me 8D
It was 39, one size smaller, but it's alright!
The pair of slippers and my sneakers are in the yard, drying right now!

I ate some burnt mid-joint wing of a chicken [Adela, it's no more 'zhong jian de'!], fishball, phail crabmeat because I did the skewering, otah. And oksusu! Corn~ Not cooked to my satisfaction, but it's alright!~

Corn has 131 calories. It makes you hungry quickly so you have to eat more and you gain weight. Must be like Park Bom and say, "I don't like corn!"

Daddy went to fetch me and I had to walk quickly from the BBQ pit to Macs. Tiring pleuz.
Then we came home and I bathed and washed my shoes and sitting here now because I'm so darn tired, my legs are aching ):

Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you.
Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you.

Watched it with Amanda today!
Korean version of Mr and Mrs Smith, though less explosions and more knives.
Went to the toilet halfway through, SO EMBARASSING! LOL.

Anyway, before we went in we were using the computer at the ticket-selling place.
Allkpop - TVXQ comeback impossible?
GASP.
Then I texted ning, and was restraining myself from saying FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
What the fuck pleuz? SM is afraid of releasing contracts, afraid of Jaesuchun's accusations, and so they're canceling comebacks and concerts?!
/rollseyes
If you're scared, just say so 8D

But we got over it quite quickly and went up to the theatres, but it hadn't started admitting so we waited outside, and looked at NinjaAssassin!Rain xD

SO HOT LEH!!

Then we went to the toilet and saw the mini TV playing Ninja Assassin trailer.
OMG, super bloody and gory and scary!
I didn't dare to watch!

Chermaine told me on twitter that it was M-18! Cheat my feelings! I was so excited leh! why lydat D;

Watching YG TV now!
Park Bom so kewt <333333

I dreamt last night that this girl on twitter wanted to steal Wooyoung away!
She called me 'bitch'!!!!!
And because I was watching some video, I couldn't be bothered with her, so I went, "Shut up bitch."
Then after that she replied me something.
But I cannot remember.
I just know that I was thinking something like, "Steal lor! Not like you have the right to control me right!"
=\

I tend to use a lot of Singlish when I'm annoyed.

Okay lah I want to watch my TV!
byebye :D

I love that song. It's the most played song on my list, followed by Bad Girl by BEAST.

Anyway, today's Super Junior's 4th anniversary?
Congratulations 8D
Leeteuk Heechul Hankyung Yesung Kangin Shindong Sungmin Eunhyuk Donghae Siwon Ryeowook Kibum Kyuhyun~

I still remember!~ :D

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I thought, what if Jaesuchun really were the ones in the wrong? I started thinking about it when Homin's statements came out.
I went, were Homin bribed? Or did SM treat Homin better than Jaesuchun? Or perhaps, Jaesuchun were really the ones who violated their contracts first?

I read through the long verdict document posted on omona, and at the end of it, I didn't know what to think.
The court was fair to both parties, weren't they?
Why was this case still continuing?
Did Jaesuchun think that paying SM was ridiculous?
1,000,000,000 KRW
Yes, that's not a small sum.
They only get 10,000,000 KRW (1%) if SM interferes with their activities.

And then about CreBeau's statement,
'Kang went on to reveal that the three members have only invested approximately 70,000 dollars, 60,000 dollars, and 40,000 dollars respectively. This amount, he said, was not enough to earn the three members rights to ownership of the business, let alone a big part of the profit.'
Under the law of Korea Management structure and the role of directors (http://www.globalcorporategovernance.com/), directors are not required by law to hold shares of the company.
This shows that there is a possibility that Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun are the directors of CreBeau.
If it is true that the 3 members were not granted permission by SM for this investment and went forward with it on their own decision, the ones in the wrong would be them, and not SM.
"They violated the contract first for their own gains and took legal action to cover it up."

I don't know. I've been staring at and re-reading the above paragaraph for the past 10 minutes.
I was very tempted to state that if my inference was right, the boys were in the wrong, and that I was on SM's side.
But I couldn't.
Somewhere inside, I hoped that I was wrong.
I hoped that Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun were 'good' and SM was 'bad'.

I'm really confused now X_X

Met Jessica and Tiara at Paya Lebar yesterday before heading to school. After that we went to Macs for breakfast, but when we went there, it was 11:05 and no more breakfast ):
Had my cheeseburger in the end.

It was raining, so we rushed our way to the row of shops opposite the hawker centre, looking for umbrellas. But it was so damn expensive, and we concluded that since there was shelter, there was no need for an umbrella.

Reached the bus stop, then we looked at the board to see how to go to the airport. Turned out 36 would go directly there, but it would take an hour or so, and we did not have enough time. So Tiara insisted that we take 76 to the MRT and go from there.

When we reached Paya Lebar, it was raining so hard that we had to run across the road because there was no shelter. So we ran, dashing across and making huge splashes with our feet. Sorry to the people that got wet *bows* We were drenched, so we went to the toilet to dry off. Jessica took off her shoes and socks and dried them under the hand dryer! First time seeing people drying shoes with a hand dryer in a public toilet.

Went to Changi, and took skytrain to T3. I walked into the Crowne Plaza place, but not all the way into the lobby. It is so beautiful, omg! Next time must go in! We played Taitee in public, at the place where you see planes take off. And we convinced ourselves that we were going to fetch our friend from Seoul, at 1:50pm. But of course we did not go there. We headed to Candy Empire instead!~

I bought a big packet of Starbursts! And finished it when I got home.

I want to go to the airport again!
Jess and I were acting like tourists, taking pictures of everything, even the recycling bins! xD

I am not ashamed to say, I slacked in class during the event.

I was watching MBLAQ and BEAST.
And then when we watched Ring Ding Dong, I did that diggy diggy dong dong dong dong dong part that Onew did, and Yiliang and I laughed ourselves senseless.

Then I told her how the members took a picture of Yun's moobs and sent it to their manager, to receive a reply, "Who's this woman?" and we started laughing again.

God, I'm going to miss her sfm if we end up separated next year.

Then Klar and I started crying before Operation Clean-Up.
Damn, I'm sure I looked a mess when I cried.

After school Fatin and I were going for lunch, then I saw Jolene at the void deck studying and went to her and hugged her and cried again TT

Thank you Jolene, I love you many many.

Then we had the ACRES thing and Chermaine ponned it ): So after that we went home.

Boring day, yes I know.

Oh but we got our report books. Have to go school tmr just to submit it, what is this?!

2e4 2009 -
We are 2 Cool 4 You

( &hearts ; because I love you )

asdfghjkl ;_;
fml.

I watched my concert DVD ^^
I don't know how I got through it because usually I can't sit still for 2 hours and the total time was a little less than 4 hours xD
But it was good.
The seller overcharged me by fucking a lot.
Anyway I skipped lunch to watch the DVD lol.
I'm hungry now.

I watched The Star Secret, too.
There wasn't enough of baby and Chun!
bias, hmpf.

We got our results and option form and all, but we didn't get our report book yet.
I thought I would be alright if I could at least take the norm, like 2 humans and 2 sciences, but I felt really upset knowing that I could not take Triple.

So, fml.

I have to post one chapter by today!

... Actually, tomorrow also can huh? xD

Oh damn there's clean-up tmr!
After clean-up will be report book.
Then...
What if I cry tomorrow?!

I want to hug baby now ):
Staying back tmr, for CCA *rolls eyes*
CCA can go to hell.

here

My interpretation of this,
TVXQ will still continue their activities, but neither they nor the court can intefere with the profit allocation and schedules of existing activities. In other words, the court can only protect TVXQ from certain terms of the contract, but not all.

The court ruled partial disposition of the exclusive contract terms – to dispose of the SM Ent’s interference to the members’ independent unique activities and also contract to perform and other entertainment activities.

Which means, the members can have their individual activities without SM interfering, and that SM is also unable to interfere with their individual performances and entertainment activities.

However, the percentage of money TVXQ receives will stay the same.

I cried listening to Jaesu singing To My Bride at the wedding.
I cried, because their voices were so amazing that it touched me, and I cried.
I cried, because I knew at that moment, that I would never hear them sing this song to me.
I knew that all I am to them, is a fan.
He calls us their supporters, their family, their girlfriends. But I know, that I can never be their girlfriend, or even family.
I am just a supporter.
His family was present at the wedding, and I wasn't.
His girlfriend would be there for him whenever he needed her, and there is no way I could be there.
Pretty hands, pretty feet.
No matter what I do, I try my best to take care of my body, to suit his ideals.
But what is the point of doing that, when I know that he and I are not meant to be together?
My mother is right, he does not know that I exist.
He only knows that Cassiopeia exists.
He does not know what makes up Cassiopeia.
He only knows that they are their fans.
That is all.
He does not know what is the identity of each and every Cassiopeian.
If he does not find out, I will cease to exist in his mind.
If I am unable to make known my existence to him, there is no way I will get to be his friend, much less girlfriend.

Some fans are lucky. They get to meet the members.
But to me, merely meeting them is insufficient.
What I want is to be their friend.
If I am unable to do that, what is the point of doing all these?
What is the point of trying to meet the members when you cannot be their friend?
There is no point.

I knew, right from the start.
I knew all these long ago.
But I held the hope that maybe, just maybe, one day I might meet them, and by luck, I might become their good friend.
Now that I think of it, I find myself a fool.
I fantasized all day, thinking that I would somehow become his girlfriend.
I now realize that it was all just a dream that would never be fulfilled.
I am not strong enough, to go all the way, just to become their friend.
I know that I will be rejected many times.
I am not strong enough to endure that.
I do not like the feeling of being rejected.
I lose hope easily.
If I get rejected only once, I might just turn back and run away from the unhappiness.
I am not strong enough to go through so much hardship, especially when I know that there is an extremely high chance of me being rejected at the end.

They tell me that I have to fight for my own happiness.
But how do I do that, when I do not even know where is my happiness?
I do not know which path to take, where to find it.
No one is there to guide me, tell me where to go, nor to tell me what to do.

Dear God, please help me.

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Fuck, sorry readers, this turned into an emotional post starting from Jaejoong (-_-)

I've been flooding twitter since early this morning.
I started watching You're Beautiful, like, 6 hours ago or something, now I'm at epi 5 ^^
Kang Shinwoo reminds me of - Minhwan, Jonghun, and Vic Zhou :X

IDK WHY!

I ♥ Shinwoo ^^
Jung Yonghwa.
Kang Shinwoo.

teehee xD

He's so cute, handsome, gentle, and nice!
My ideal :D




Shuddup, Fiona.
You still have Jaejoong!

( Result rant )
I said hello to Jessica outside school, "Hi baby."
And then I went, "Did I just say 'baby'?"

Because 'baby' was reserved for Jaejoong!
The most I could go was 'babe'.
Sorry Jaejoong baby TT

Went to Paragon and Taka and Heeren with my mother.
Heeren's HMV has the TSC concert @ $50!
I should buy from there next time.
They also had COLORS CD ver.

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LOL.
MKMF = MAMA
Mnet Music KM Festival (?) = Mnet Asian Music Awards
omgwhut.
21st November!

Airing Channel V?!

Criteria: Album sales and album charts from 15th October 2008 till 22nd October 2009
Male Group – 2PM, Big Bang, Super Junior, SG Wannabe, SS501

2PM please 2PM please 2PM please 2PM please~

Am voting now ^^

here!